Sunday, September 25, 2011

Hijab Blogger

Hey, I'm back! Rather bored with the Tumblr cause I always posted a texts or quotes texts and quotes again about my life hmm and hell yeah, waaw found this site when I visit hijab inspiration on my Tumblr dashboard then click it and find the source of one photo at its site.  I love it! A bit like a Malaysian style with her pashmina and a big bottom that look Islamic and wearing no tight. Look edge and casually awww I wanna have style like her :* :D Visit her blog here

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


Says agree for posting on Tumblr. I'm not moving but now is busy on tumblr. This Blog is repose for a while. See my quotation or some diary at . I uses Indonesian :) SEEEEE

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Don't Ever Sacrifice Yourself

Never stay with someone who doesn't show you that you deserve the universe. Don't do anyone any favors when all they do is make you sacrifice yourself.  You deserve more than you give yourself credit for. Know that you should not settle for someone who can't prove their words for you. Most of all, LOVE YOURSELF and everything well will follow after


But i'm doing..

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Best Remembrance, It is....You.

Your mind, wanna lose from me. Wanna forget forget as possible. I'm so sick when i remember all the dumb think i ever did to you. It's suck. It decrease your feeling to me..I just like a freak girl who disturb you, so you never seen if i was there on one scope with you. I'm sorry...I did all. I can't save your feeling. I'm so regret...Not comparable with my waiting. It's okay i'm still allive :) I have....umm a song, this is for you..

aku yang lemah tanpamu, aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
darimu, kutemukan hidupku
bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

bila yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun takkan mudah bagiku meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
yang tlah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah....

by samsons

Hope it not just being a memory...

Friday, September 16, 2011


All of my life is shouldn't just you. SHOULDN'T. I know. Hmmm. I can't forget you because i don't want to. Just through. Hahaha. Perhaps now you're happy with your life. Eh, it's not just perhaps, but it's really. You forget me anyway throw me waste me. I don't wanna ask why, because i know it's 'unanswer'. How i love you and how i miss you. How i don't wanna forget. I think i can't and i....huh. You're the best thing i ever had. I don't lie. That's way that i'll never forget you. You still being my dream that never can be reach. You're the dream that ever happened true. I'm happy at that time. The dream is only and stay being dream. I don't hope too much. I'm happy that you ever responded it. Though now it's nothing. Like a..NOTHING. Wasted. Like we never doing anything. It just wasted. Like it never happened. Like a wind. Wuuuzzzh. It's nothing for you. But for me is anything. Anything that nothing. Anything that wasted. I found someone who understand me and make me comfort. And not you. But there's nothing between us. I'm not claim that i close to him. We just friend. Friend to share. Just on one scope. Actually i'm really really comfort. But more comfort with you. Honestly............You find another? Or you obsessed with another me? Me that make you weak (past). "Weak in the presence of woman".  I'm still really really remember when the first time we met after school. I love your eyes. Staring to me. Made me embarrassed. Unforgettable memories. You're the one that unforgettable. The one story, if there's you in my story, there's unforgettable.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011


Something that make me happy. You know? Even you just doing like that, it's make me feel soo bright and so happy. Thanks God! Thanks for Oce too who teasing me. Hehe. Thanks. I'm feeling the happiness that a long time not appear in my life :) Though it just temporary. At the moment you look different not as i think every day and night. Maybe just because there's some people there and you don't wanna.. hmm i dunno what i wanna tell. But thanks for temporarily make me feel happy..............

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


Monday, September 12, 2011


Yesterday waaas, yaa not bad. Tired enough, and i don't find any money on my wallet anymore :3 It's okay, this is for my bestfriends, anything :) This day should being a Halal Bi Halal for us, should be a special day. But there're some rush between them, so they can't hanged out with us ate stick at KW. We just sixes. And at the last, we just 4 people only, same. Hmm.

After we ate at KW, we, just four, (arsy nisa rara and me) desire to photo box at "Myut Myut" but it was closed and walked away used our motorcycle and went to 'Dieng' for karaoke. And you know, huh. we shouldn't go there. The karaoke was queued and we don't wanna wait. But i found many pooh stuffs here :* i love it! And i bought couple of pooh necklace. The one of it was combine with a pendant from him :) hehe
That is the pooh and the pendant from him
another pooh necklace
psssst, it is bag from the shop :D pooohhh

From the shop we went to Alun-alun. It's okay, the peak object when we confuse going everywere. Hmm. But alright, here we can do anything such as take photos hehe. Anisa bought bubble and spill it self. ckkckck

And then we can't blow the bubble, we just sat, took photos, talking about around, without bubble. Yaaaah. haha

natural pose, iwww i like it soo. cool. but they don't like their photo, ckckck

The stuffs:

the capture of what i wore at alizers meeting

here is the grey hijab and 'ciput' for black
grey polka bolero
white tank
mom's bag

nisa's and tiara's bracelet hehe
bluesky jeans
zebra flat shoes

Sunday, September 11, 2011


The meaningful pendant :) It was from him, the love. Always keep on my wallet and never be used. Just intactly kept. Umm. I miss the one who gave me this. Hey babyyyy, can't you hear the voices "I MISS YOU" ? Perhaps you don't remember me :) it just a waste when i say i miss you. I just keep it inside my heart. But i'm still wanna hear your condition all the time. How's the way? But i can heal all just with your pooh you gave to me. Thanks for every things that ever you give. It can make me comfort and always remember you. It always make me miss you. Hmmm...
It's okay, if we just stay here and thinking about this, just this againandagainandagain we never going forward to see our future. Just leave, leave leave leave :) Save all the memories and one day we can open that memories. Just save it's not mean that we will forget all. We just do save. savesaveandsave all. Just thinking easy. Umm. Something like a wind, come and then go anyway..don't thinking too hard. Cause here we don't need stress. We just wanna funfunfun. Our life is the best thing in the part of life. Sooo, enjoy! :D

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Unfortunately, I didn't accompany the moment you step into manhood :)

Tuesday, September 6, 2011


"Yes, you. Stop being unhappy with yourself. You are perfect. stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as the liked someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks. Love them. without those things you wouldn't be you. And why would you want to be anyone else? Be confident with who you are. Smile. it'll draw people in. If anyones hate on you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. Your happiness will not depends on other anymore. I'm happy because i love who i am. i love my flaws. I love my imperfection. they make me. And 'me' is pretty amazing."

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Monday, September 5, 2011

Still YOU.

It is about soooo long. You've been leave me. I think you will laugh laugh and laugh if you read this cause till now, i'm still thinking seriously about how we were became like this. Oke i know, you are too far to i catch. But i'll not catch you. I just wanna love you. I'm not waiting for you. I know, it really impossible to us for being like that, like what? umm i think you know, like a past. The best memories i have. I'm not overrated. It's right. I know i always makes you like flying to the sky till high. I always admire you as my idol, maybe? You feel it? Yaa. And now, i will decrease little by little my 'overrated'. I'll not forget you, cause i can't. Maybe till next year, ten years again, twenty thirty or fifty years again. But i don't hope you anymore cause i realized that you never ever thinking of me anymore. In fact, i try to thinking another. Some people come, but i deny. It just because i don't love. I can accept but i'll make it just a 'game to play' but it never happen. Whereas, they just wanna texted me only, but i was deny. I'm waiting for someone change my life till i can forget you. I know it's difficult. Okay i'll talking about your revolution. I think, you're look different, hihi more handsome maybe? I don't know, i never see you. I just see you on facebook. Hmm boo. And i hope you're not being 'wild' or rather like 'more wild'. It's's not like you. You fool yourself. You beat yourself. Huh. I don't like you like this. But nothing less. I like you to change, but for being better and not the worse. I hope you did. I remember that i should give a big thanks to you. Because of you breaking up our relation, you gimme time to thinking what i was doing, what was my failure. And because of what you've did, i can be more have a principle of life, i can thinking more maturely. And i just think if you never did it, i just can be like that, always like that, like a kid that you don't like. Hmm. Crazy and over. I remember that i was stupid. It just my fault, i know. Hmm. Okay, but i never regret all cause it's should be happen. I wanna you more to love yourself, it's ok that you forget me. I'm okay :) I'm okay that you leave me. I'm just okay. Tooo late, but better than never. I think you just forget and you being more wild, i'm enjoy, i'm not hurt. I don't know why...Maybe i've make this a habit then i never feeling miserable anymore. Honestly, you're better before with me. Can i repeat the time? And i will hope, i can change you become better, more better than a past. What can i do for you to be better and never trap into your friends? I'm sad. It's hard to rearrange you being like that again. I know you're confused with the words i'm saying...but i just want the best for you. For this time i just can remember a beautiful memories so that i'm not sad :D Remember when my friend was tell me what you did :) you wrote my name on your fingers. It's sweeet hihi. And can i comment? Dulu kamu lebay :)

Mubarak Report

Happy Mubarak for all Moslems in this world. Mubarak of this year, i think.. so quiet. Yaa.. not too exciting. I have bad unforgettable experience. I was ended fasting at August 29th 2011 but goverment end that at August 30th 2011. After ‘Solat Ied’ i’ve looking around my grandpa’s village and took photos with my cousin, Putri. We found beautiful view here :D Yaaa. There’s bridge. Like i just took photo at the famous place, like umm, just as visit a tourist area. And at the a place like a forest, a way to go to cemetery, hoho. Those was a beautifuuul.

So Beautiful, isn’t it?
I also get crazier with two of my cousins from Jakarta, dek Meka and dek Yudha hahahaha we’re so crazy. Dek Yudha more often took photos for me and dek Meka, so he get just several photo for himown :D peace ya dek wkwk

Days 2, this is the real Mubarak, most of people in Indonesia take this day and follow the government to ‘Solat Ied’ at this day; August 29th.It’s the time to shaking hand, apologize, and eating :D the menus: ketupat, soto, meat, kering kentang. Upss sorry, i don’t remember to taking photo for those food :( And at the evening, there’s something horrible when we (me and dek Meka) go to hanged out around the town. We just eat meatball, sat in the ‘alun-alun’ and back home. At the road, we want some snake to eat before get home. We tried to search a burger at Etnik, but Etnik was closed and then we just back to the home road. Here is where we had a bad to remember experienced ~but unforgettable~. Dek Meka just lost her purse by 2 thiefs at the Aries, Sokanandi. I don’t know, i think 2 boys who overtaked by us at the Parakancanggah was just a boy who hanging out without helmet. When they overtaked at the leftside, and they came near to our motor, one of them just took her purse which put on front baggage. Huh :( we just stressed. Because inside the purse there’re so many important card; ATM, ‘SIM’, ‘KTP’, JAMSOSTEK, and ticket for go back to Jakarta :( Finally, the police give loss information document, so she can manage up the ‘lost things’.
Huhhh ckckck, it’s unforgettable, eh umm, i have one information that should be report. You know The Pikas? I think not, yeas no matter hehe. The location is not far from my grandpa’s home. It just about one a half kilometers. But, i hear some voices of bands who performed at The Pikas and i hear the sound of his band when they played their song. At the first i just guess, and i hear deeply, more deeply, uhm, i’m not wrong it was their song :) i was happy to hear his band though just from far distance. I really happy..