Wednesday, 24 August 2011

When i see your status, i don't know what you and your friend's meant. Maybe you, hmm i dunno. Maybe i should turn to the other side and find another. I ever said, i don't wanna you to hurt me anymore. Then i should moving before you be with 'her'. Though i dunno where will i go, with whom. Hmmm. Honestly, i couldn't forget you. As i can, i'll try :) But i'll not push me too much till i can. I just let this feeling. If it is the time for go, i'll go. But if it's still wanna here, i'll be here. Huh :( luckily i'm not feeling too miserable anymore like i ever feel :)
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Monday, 22 August 2011

I Never

I'm sorry, i really never have a preparation to accept what will you do next. Maybe, if you admire someone else i still accept, cause it's your choice. But if you have another, i don't know whether i'm still alive here. I know i'm selfish. But i can't fool my deeply heart though maybe outside my heart have looking for another. I'm not over, i'm just frontally say in here. Haha. Hmm. Okay stop it. I'm tired. Huh. No, no, i'm not tired to waiting you. But i'm really tired. This day is so tired and bored. I want to sleep but on 4 p.m i have appointment. I hope i'm not sleep too long. Bye. I'll sleep. Preparing an energy to 'ngabuburit' :D

Sunday, 21 August 2011

we love peace


Yeeee, i can be one of the editor of class's blog again, but now not for x7 anymore. Now i'm at xi sience 7!!!! I love my class. First time i come into this class, i'm feeling quiet cause i haven't find my closefriends or my x7 classmates. I'm alone :( So lonely. I was like somebody unknown there. Actually i know one two three person in this class before, but they're not a closefreind or chummy. But after long day, i can enjoy this class though i don't find anybodies close here to share with me closely. I can enjoying more. I can socializing with all of at my class. I'm not just 
enjoy with a group of the class but all of :)

Saturday, 20 August 2011

Birthday

Don't you know? This day is so speciap for us, especially for you. Because today is the day when you were born. Today when you are 17 years. The age when you change all the kid things to be mature. This day is the beginning from your maturity. With me, i'll try to make this day like never recur. I'll make this day as the best day you ever have. Happy birthday my honey. God gives you all the best :)

A birthday greeting for my frend's boyfriend. She ask me to make a birthday greeting for his boyfriend. Uhh. If i still have a boyfriend, i can make a birthday greeting 'more better' than it :D Cause the words i write is from the deeply heart not just poetic word only wkwkwkwk

Thursday, 18 August 2011

One of the famous

Calvin Jeremy. Sure you know. I uses his song for being my blog's backsound :D He's great, cool, handsome, haha. He uses a 'behel' and i love it too :* I love his 'behel' and his face and his voices certainly. No many reason to love him. He tremendously great with his voices. Aw aw If you're girl, you must love him! ~maksa hehehehe
I found his youtube account, you can see his videos on it. and here is fanpage of Calvin Jeremy on facebook: Calvin Jeremy. You can also follow him on twitter @calvinjeremy. I'll recomend his adorable song, those are: Tetap Setia, Wanita Terindah, Maaf, and Sampai Disini. And the most overrated song for me is Tetap Setia. His new single: Wanita Terindah.

Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Our Independence Day

And Hell yeah, this is. I haven't slept but after i post this maybe i'll sleep. This is the Indonesia Independence Day, so we must say DIRGAHAYU INDONESIAKU that to 66 years :D

Before course


Try photobox in our small town, just one in my town ckckck :D

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

Frontally

Sometimes i shy because i tells the words frontally here and i ever thinking that you've read this. Maybe i don't know. I don't care that you read this blog. But, i'm afraid that if you read this blog, you'll hate me more. Umm. I don't meant to frontally, i just write what i wanna write. And if you get offended, i'm sorry. Hahaha. I'm so over over confident. I think that you always visits my blog, but in fact you're not. Just forget it. I've read your newest status. Your status make me thinkin that 'you' refers to me. Maybe i'm not wrong, hehe. Yes you are. You make me more to be mature :) I feel itself. When i'm thinking and when i'm doing. Piecemeal, change. I thanks to you. Thankieeeeeeeees :D

Monday, 15 August 2011

2 yeaaaaaaaarrrrsss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU :D

happy birthday happy aniversary

Yesterday was a bright day though it night but we don't feel in the dark :) cause we, have a adorable feeling that closed the darkness, hahahaaha. We were 2 years build this friendship. I love yesterday cause we planned this long enough. And i love this day i love this dayyy!!! yayyyyy. Almost all could come to Anisa's home to fasting togheter and celebrate our second aniversary. It's so blissssss.

from top to bottom: anisa, arsya, agest, lita, ika, isna, zahra, me, renis, silvi


the fasting menu

Minus 1, vina :( hope next year she can come :)


Going back to the past..
What we did,
What we shared..
All of sads and troubles..
That makes us being mature
We still here, together
I hope tomorrow and next always like this
I don't want to change this thing
And i don't need to hear you to change this meaning
You're not always give a smile
But you are the one of the best part in my life
You, are the bestfriends ever that help me to get a maturity
That gives me some experiences
I'm happy to have you all
I'm happy this day
I'm happy cause we reach this day
And i hope we will never be apart..
Cause bestfriend is a true friend, good friend, and everlasting friend :-*
love you!

Friday, 12 August 2011

promises

The promises now just on mouth and never be real. It's what the teenagers did. All of teenager. And i was the stupid victim. Soooo dumb. Actually, so sick when i always here. But i can't moved on. Cause till now i need him. Thousand sweet promises through but now you just walked away. But now it just wasted away. Don't you remember? When the beautiful moments at JHS, or maybe Elementary School that now you forget. When you reach my heart. When you were mine. The 'too bad to remember' moments that always you deem as ' too sweet to forget' moments. I hope you read this. Though unlikely you read this. This is all. Just like tricked by you. Like you set this 'game', this drama. Like you're a sutradara and i'm the actress. I'm too stupid. But i can't forget you anyway. What's my fault? Didn't you said that we never have anyproblems? But you reneges anyway. You just said that you just wanna be own. It's not fair for me. We permanently broke. Whereas, at first you just said that we just break up   and not severe as break up. But you did it. Ih. gue gemes ama lo! Rawr. I never expect this. I miss when we're be secret admirer each other. You became my 'intel' and i did too. It's not bad if i say that it's too sweet to forget. Toooooo sweeet. I've been grew it since i was a kid. And i can't forget you as fast as you forget me. I wonder, why can you erase me fastly? You make me upset. Make me desperate in love and let me down anyway. Just one that i wanna ask for you. Perhaps if you still love me, don't ever afraid if i will repeat all the failure again. But if you don't love me anymore, i will waiting for you to come back. How long it is. As i can. If i am no longer strong, maybe we're not a fate :) But when i still going strong, i will always pray that you'll be my fate and i'll be your fate.

Tuesday, 9 August 2011

5 days again!!!

So long we build this friendship, almost two yeaaaarrss!! Ya, 5 days again! 5 days again we will get 2 years. We have planning, fasting together at that day :) Hope the planning will be success. There are many stories we spent at the past. We know, we not just through a beautiful things, the miserably also became our stories. Some troubles, anger, sadly. All the thing that we've ever did. Makes us better, aamiin. And umm..i don't know what kind of the things that i wanna tell here. We just simple friendship, just hope it'll never end and never be apart forever. Till we have grandchild maybe :D Everlasting! We want it. We must be strong to face the days ahead. Don't ever look back just for regret all the bad things. We can see those to learn it and make it become experience. Remember when we were on JHS. Yaa, cause we made it all when we still on JHS. I love my JHS cause i found one 'nenene' in here that a long time before it i ever faced it. hehe. I should give you photos when we were JHS :D

our first completely photos. Look, that i was sooo dark there :( it just a bad camera effect. Pleasee :D hehehe

iuwww, we're so cute, right? haha we spent that day on Arsy's home
Agest, please guess, girl/boy? wkwkwk







And see the changeover. When we are on SHS :D
fasting together with JHS alumnus


During almost 2 years, we have much changeover, from an individual or in a whole of us. As a bestfriend, we always remind each other to moving and change to the better thing, and never get the worse. But, we just human and we'll never being perfect. Sometimes we did something wrong, but as we can, we should forgive the wrong one and give the better way. It is the true friendship. Advicing when we're wrong, happy when we're happy, and there when needed :)





Thursday, 4 August 2011

ngabuburit

Yeah, to heal all my tired, and to relieve myself, i was walked around the town with anisa. Actually, we looked for baloons, write the expectation on those baloons and fly the baloons to the sky. But, the baloons were didn't know where. So we just walked around anyway. Took some photos for my profil picture collection hihi :p


Can i share something? I miss my 'nenenene' :( Where are you? How are you? Sehat? Semoga baik-baik aja yah, aku kangen banget, tapi gak bisa berbuat apa-apa :) Aku pengen banget ketemu kamu, tapi gak mungkin :)

Monday, 1 August 2011

Fashion Tips


As a girl, definitely you love fashion. There're some tips can be use for you to face the fashion trend now:
  • Don't ever be a fashion victim
  • Don't too much follow the trend, choose which is your own style
  • Remember, you mustn't buy a new stuffs in order to look up to date, definitely there're many stuffs on your cupboard (or mom's) which can be recycling
  • Don't be rush to trashing your own stuff which probably never be used by you again and not according to the trend now, the fashion are tend to repeated all over again, so your own stuffs definitely be able to use again
  • Don't use more than one style at one time. The best way to show your signature is accessories
  • Branded stuffs are never reflect your personality. Wear the stuffs which reflect who you are. So, don't ever pegged with a branded stuff. You can follow the trends with a simple stuff :)